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In my quest to understand the upbringing I had with Christianity and my passion for my DNA Heritage into Norse and Nordic people, I have stumbled across the origin of Christianity and how it has shaped the course of humans throughout the last three thousand years. it is Christianity that was the downfall of the Vikings. But I feel like it was inevitable . It seems that Christianity was once just a middle eastern religion. Had nothing to do with anything or in any way with Caucasians any way shape or form. So why did we as Europeans take this religion and make it our own ? why did we have Crusades battles, killing of innocent people, sweeping across Nations, torturing and imprisoning entire Generations all in the name of the religion that we seem to have completely made up ?   Constantine used the Roman sun-god, a pagan God, to create the day Sunday. Then how did Sunday become a Christian day of rest for what was a God that created everything in 7 days and rested on Sunday? Jes...

Welcome to my Existential crisis while I overthink everything. Rough breakdown of history in my brain From the dawn of man to the 1800s, people had to be so strong and sturdy and resilient against diseases, famine, animals, weather, and other people. You had to worry about sleeping in a log cabin, tent, cave or mud house with barely any heat or padding on your bed and possibly getting murdered by natives, animals or a conflict from another Nation. You had to know how to grow your own food, make your own medicine, hunt your own animals, be resourceful and walk through blizzards and sleep and live through horrible depressing moments in your life with no fake feelings therapy. There was no entertainment like we have now, our minds had to be occupied surviving. Hierarchies were being created. 1800s to the 1980s was just all creating, making, discovering, electricity, cars, lands, laws, it's like a weird moment between time where people were understanding law and not being able to just ...